vanilla twilight.

the stars lean down to kiss you
and i lie awake and miss you
pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
cause i'll doze off safe and soundly
but i'll miss your arms around me
i'd send a post card to you dear
cause i wish you were here.

i'll watch the night turn light blue
but it's not the same without you
because it takes two to whisper quietly.
the silence isn't so bad
'til i look at my hands and feel sad
cause the spaces between my fingers
are right where your's fit perfectly.

i'll find repose in new ways
though i haven't slept in two days
cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
but drenched in vanilla twilight
i'll sit on the front porch all night,
waist-deep in thought
because when i think of you
i don't feel so alone
i don't feel so alone
i don't feel so alone

as many times as i blink
i'll think of you tonight
i'll think of you tonight

when violet eyes get brighter
and heavy wings grow lighter
i'll taste the sky and feel alive again
and i'll forget the world that i knew
but i swear i won't forget you
oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
i'd whisper in your ear,
"oh, darling i wish you were here"

fireflies

you would not believe your eyes
if ten million fireflies lit up the world as i fell asleep
'cause they'd fill the open air
and leave teardrops everywhere
you'd think me rude but i'd just stand and stare

i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
it's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
'cause everything is never as it seems

'cause i'd get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs
as they tried to teach me how to dance
a foxtrot above my head
a sockhop beneath my bed
a disco ball is just hanging by a thread

i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
it's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
'cause everything is never as it seems

when i fall asleep

leave my door open just a crack
(please take me away from here)
'cause i feel like such an insomniac
(please take me away from here)
why do i tire of counting sheep
(please take me away from here)
when i'm far too tired to fall asleep

to ten million fireflies
i'm weird 'cause i hate goodbyes
i got misty eyes as they said the farewell
but i'll know where several are
if my dreams get real bizarre
'cause i saved a few and i keep them in a jar

i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
it's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
'cause everything is never as it seems

i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
it's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
'cause everything is never as it seems

I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
because my dreams are bursting at the seams

you.

they say it's hard to achieve
but can't a girl believe?

make a move, do the thing
turn around, strike a pose.

je t'adore ♥

wait for a sign, you're out of time.

(: rawr..hey.

when you're broken you will know,
on the inside.
do you feel like you'll explode,
on the inside?
and when you think that you've found hate
on the inside
don't forget we're all the same,
on the inside. (:

load up the flames and fire away
search without rescue
of all the times you looked out to sea
you never stepped in
why wait for me?

abandon ship.
fend for yourself
you've got that sinking feeling and nothing else.

priorities changes and hope fades away.

with the resources left in my heart, i'm afraid.

sorority row tonight! (:

quality time with bro tonight..
best thing about quality time with him is..
everything's on him :D

cheers!

amy's still the best.well not really :P

strength for the whole person.

hey all.i'm alright.

would you come around?
i'm dying to be found.
i'm always in the blue without you

far away that you are.
a jealous sky waits.
and i've been searching every star.
for a chance to twist my fate.

i gave my best.
but sometimes i must confess
my hope runs dry
and i draw lines.
it makes things harder.

caught in the pouring rain
a smile in your picture frame (:

don't you know you got me whenever you want me.
and in the blurring of all these colours,
it's yours i see
and i don't mind.

to rise is to fall
at every turn there's another wall.
is it truth or a lie.
the more i see the more i hide.

there's a day, there's a way to find just what i've been looking for.
in the sky i see light, there's still time now to get this right.

i love you.
more than you know.
and there's nothing in this world,
that could make me let go (:

cheers everyone!

thoughts.

when someone says you've changed, it's only because you've stopped living your life their way.

you're the clouds, you're the storms.
you're the reason i belong.
remember when we wished the stars
would come to earth and heal the scars?

have i lost my faith in you?
are we all forgotten too?

don't you break my heart again.

it's not what we used to feel, i wonder what went wrong.

for a wound there's an apology that has lost it's meaning.

yes, trying my best to not let this blog die.

cheers!

10to111009 (:

enough said..my ride's awesome (:
pictures are messy..don't blame me..
just lazy..and yeah that candid shit in toilet.
ah amy! (: haha
and i'm loving snsd, brown eyed girls, kara..you know.hahah.

well, pft.

dumbshit.
i'll try not to abandon this one again.

not my fault that i'm lazy.....hm.
maybe it's my fault but lalala :D

picts next post (:

and ah..i still love you.